by Penney on Thu Feb 28, 2008 6:43 pm
Landlords, Rent, Alchoholics, drug abusers, rent, rent, rent, work, being in debt, not having money in my pocket, moving, packing, unpacking, moving, packing, unpacking, sleeping, working, moving, packing, unpacking, moving, moving, being on edge, not moving, not packing, unpacking moving packing, owing money, smoking, not having money for smokes, wanting to quit smoking, non-smoking medication that makes you lose your mind, not wanting to smoke while not wanting to be on medication, working, working, working, not having internet, crysis crashing almost every time I play it (eventually), having to cope with wireless, not even having the drive or time to put an old beat up wireless card in my computer, steam, steam forgetting my login info, needing to install my wireless card before I can get the login info back so I can continue to map, mapping something I'm really not so sure on but at the same time envision being really cool if worked on long enough, not having lots of 'free' time, not having lots of time to map, work, working almost every waking hour, friends baggering me to hang out, wanting to hang out while working on my projects, seeing them not want me to work on my projects whilest in their presence, egging me on to do other things, trying to get my life a go, reading about RRSP/RSP's and wanting to invest but siblings warning me about economical decline withen my country, working on a really bad portfollio for some mediocore school, having a bunch of tuition, high expectation, knowing you have the ability to reach those expectations but not the time because you're caught up with too many friends and too many hours go to work for really bad pay because I don't really get that much when I'm in debt, being more in debt, getting myself in debt because I need money in my pocket for food, liquer and smokes, wanting more time but knowing I won't be able to have that time, friends that almost seem to not know or care where their going, having good and bad times all at the same times, working more, needing more money for my cat, needing to make sure i look after my cat, and dog, while looking after myself...
I guess I can some all that into "I need more money and time while having to take care of all the things I've gotten myself into aswell as learning to take better care of myself and my budget all whilest planning for the future and future education and making sure I have a good comfortable place to live"
/end bitch.