Today I hate..

[jangalomph]

Today I hate that I just typed an entire page to delta and then didn't submit it. -_-

Any how, I know what you're saying. Game IS ART. But to me personally, Teaching myself is better than going to school for it. Only reason I'd take art is because they would teach me color theory, form, shape, etc, which I couldn't learn on my own.. and even if i did, It'd be nice to have elaboration on it. I personally am taking Electrical and Mechanical Engineering in hopes of working for AMD or some other company. The point is game design school in america is way too expensive for what it offers. Total waste of money in my opinion, and even places like mapcore have said the same to me at one time. Just go for something else and teach yourself game design. Its not about what school you go to, its about whats in your portfolio. They don't care if you never went to school for it, They just want to see what you've done. When I talked to EA, they didn't care if i was just out of high school. They wanted my demo reel and resume. Of course school on a resume would be nice, but the real seller is your demo reel and portfolio. Though I don't know how I sounded pitiful, because game design can be a full time thing. I have many friends in the industry that do it full time and make an honest living. What I'm saying is, I personally couldn't do it full time because its only a hobby. And I don't want to end up hating it oneday. Though I do make money from it when working with UDK, but thats just a benefit, and a little extra money in my pocket.

[Dr. Delta]

I hate my arm is hurting. Something is wrong with it. I need it for my school/work/hobbies, carrying things, etc. :[

[jangalomph]

I hate that my eyes are hurting for some reason, woke up and they were just in pain.

[MáØ]

I hate that Steam shows people when you've blocked them... x.x

[Armageddon]

I hate that Steam shows people when you've blocked them... x.x

Why wouldn't they?

[jangalomph]

when you feel like you've heard every song there is.

[MacKenzie]

I hate that I have nothing to hate but hating that I have nothing else but this to hate.

[Gary]

Hammer, it's been ghey to me lately.

Oh, and people who think they're always fucking right about everything.
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Talking about chicks?

[Gary]

Fuck you WildBlue. This is completely unacceptable. I should be able to load a web page every time I want to. This 1 out of 5 chance of success is bullshit.

Though Steam seems to have no problem staying connected. But web pages don't load in its browser.

[Freemans_Fanatic12]

I hate crappy internet in my area. It's less than 1mb. WTF AT&T? I hate modding for Source. I hate how the Source Film Maker needs a beta key and I didn't even get one after I applied. I hate how hating things temporarily reminds me of other things I hate.

[jangalomph]

today i hate not having a new game to play. Nothing appeals to me today.

[LordDz]

Math books who explain bad.

[jangalomph]

today I hate when you don't hear your alarm to wake up early.

[MayheM]

I ordered an exposure unit so I can make my own screens for silk screening and it arrived today but the glass inside was shattered. Now I have to wait for them to replace it which totally killed my plans of using it this weekend. So freaking pissed!!!

[MáØ]

My entire life. Excerpt from my Facebook post.

...this is just one example of how FLAKY and UNRELIABLE and INFURIATING people here are for me.

I doubt any of you will agree with this, because one thing I've learned from my family and friends is that all my opinions are wrong and that I'm a mostly disgusting person, because as all you know I'm a giant racist, completely unhealthy and overweight, self hating, judgmental, a huge liar, a coward, useless, clumsy, etc... NOTE THAT THESE ARE ALL THINGS AT LEAST ONE OF YOU HAS SAID TO ME AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE!

It's now my goal to move far away from here and get away from everyone who has hurt me, held my hand and slapped me with the same movement, and pointlessly reminded me of my faults that I am very well aware of.