My name is Major Banter. About four or so years ago I joined Interlopers and posted a similar topic; I showed off awful mapping skills and basically asked the community for help.
I was laughed at for six pages.
I have actually showed more than you, and was totally shocked by the community response. Then I read up on "mod ideas" and came across this article on the VDC.
http://developer.valvesoftware.com/wiki ... _Team_TipsYou do the work, I'm the leader/idea person
"I GOT A GREAT IDEA FOR A MOD BUT I JUST NEED LEIK MAPPERS N SKINNERS N CODERS N STUFF! OMG EMAIL ME!"
This kind of plea for help on a mod is laughable, but actually common. Someone with no actual technical talent in mod development has a "great" idea, and just needs to get basically the entire team to come help. Oh, and they will be the leader and the "idea person".You have stated
yourself that you've had disagreements with people in real life over your writing. If you can't work constructively with people in RL, what about over the internet: Skype, MSN and Steam? How can you manage them, let alone build the environment your vision entails?
My advice to you is to work on this idea alone, and learn a lot of lessons. Learn yourself why people ridicule such posts as yours, and prove to us that you really can 'stick to task'. Your attitude is encouraging, but you cannot simply magic a modification from words alone.
Sorry chap, but this is just not how things are done. Get Hammer. Get a 3D modelling program. Get Visual Studio. Learn what you're asking people to do - what you're asking them to involve their time and effort in. Learn why people will laugh openly at you while you sit in Word, and ask them to "make a pistol please".
Go and learn. That's my advice.